Mister Worthington's awake and he's going to be okay and I did nothing but fret and worry and more fret and I was so scared and I prayed nonstop but -- but now it's okay, it's going to be okay.

Only then maybe God is laughing at me because I was so busy being ecstatic and relieved that we weren't gonna lose him and then -- then -- then -- Miss Sunset --

I can't think, I can't process, I can't breathe. I had family -- I thought I had family. She wanted me to move in with her. To adopt me? I don't know. She wanted to be my family. And now she's gone, and I can't --

Kaji took me flying, and I needed it so badly. To leave the world behind. To leave all of it behind.

I'm not sure even my illusions can hide how broken everything feels inside. I thought things would get better, I thought I could deal with the world, but this? Now? I -- I.

I need wings.

For now, I'll borrow his.